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back in college

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 6, 2012, 8:48 PM


not drawing a lot

mostly rehairing ponies

but, I'll try to be more...active, other than voting on S-FC

got no internet, no house

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 10, 2012, 10:04 AM


At a friend's house, now, borrowing his wifi~

We're not sure when we're going to be able to move into our new house.

I'll be back one day

I hope

I was told my new username had to pertain to butts

Journal Entry: Wed May 16, 2012, 6:29 PM


butts

medical leave for rest of semester

Journal Entry: Fri May 4, 2012, 12:40 PM


Depression spiraled out and basically shot my grades in the ass. I'm still too anxious to talk to my professors, but it was either this…or push to make it through.


The funny this is, is that I wanted to try at first.



Then my counselor…told me that the department was discussing my major, and…if I should be in it.


I kept trying to tell my counselor that I honestly can't do anything else.

If you've heard me talk about music, you'll know what I mean…


Anyway, since I'm not going to put that at such a high risk…I'm taking the medical leave…

I'm going to have to repeat all of my classes for this semester, but my grades from the fall/january semesters will still stand (GPA of 2.88 bitches).

hahaha…


I hope I don't have to go home early…

oh i guess i'm on a bit of a break

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 29, 2012, 7:45 PM


Anti-depressants plateau'd meaning

they stopped working

so i had a nice, calm suicidal spell

hahaha

Luna auction's over, and she sold for...

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 9, 2012, 5:15 AM




Selling a custom Luna statuette!

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 1, 2012, 6:27 PM

TOONAMI ON ADULT SWIM

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 31, 2012, 10:07 PM


TURN IT ON

TURN IT ON NOW

Raffling off a McDonalds Pinkie Pie!

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 23, 2012, 6:32 PM

celebrated st. paddy's day...

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 18, 2012, 11:29 AM


By sending a McDonalds Rarity to someone in Ireland!
I held a raffle on The MLPLounge and the winner lived there. So yeah.

I also went to a Thai restaurant with Liam, but it was kind of derpy since I'd never eaten Thai before.

BUT THE BEST PART was kind of bad.....

Most of my friends are of legal drinking age, so I went and had some drinks in their dorm, with Liam there to be our designated driver.

I didn't get drunk, and didn't want to, so I only had three bottles of some sweet stuff while my friends all drank harder things.

THEN LIAM PILED US IN A VAN AND DROVE US TO A RACKETBALL COURT

we played with a light-up frisbee in the dark

which was really fun

then my other friends, who were more...tipsy, played racketball with a large bouncy ball and their shoes since they couldn't get actual rackets

It was really funny, I mean just really, really funny.

I don't support getting drunk, but I do support tipsy racket-shoe-ball.

i'm on antidepressants now

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 15, 2012, 4:26 AM


I'd been having some bad depression, so Liam convinced me to go to the counselor on campus. It was a good meeting, but it really stuck out when he asked me when was the last time I was consistently happy.

I don't remember the last time I'd been consistently happy for more than hours at a time.

So, after all was said and done he said it might be best if I went on a low-dose SSRI anti-depressant. They work subtly with brain chemistry to help seratonin and stuff.
(I do know what that means, I'm not just pulling it out of my butt.)

So, set up an appointment with a psychiatric nurse for that Friday.

Aaaand that Thursday night I had a panic attack with an hour's worth of hysterical sobbing over classes.



I'm on the pills, now.

I think they're helping, but I'm not sure.

Liam says I'm bubblier after my ADHD meds wear off.

But I can't tell.

Now that that journal's gone...

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 5, 2012, 4:57 AM


I've got a working list for points commission prices~

However, not going to be taking them until I've finished Pierre for Drenholm.

Let's talk about Anyango

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 3, 2012, 6:39 PM


In response to her journal.

:iconnepitty: has already made amends with me, but :iconstarimo:'s journal was just linked to me via twitter.

If you haven't noticed, there's a significant amount of drama going on in my comments over Starimo's collaboration with Nepitty not being accepted into :iconsonic-fancharacter:.

If you're not familiar with the group, we only accept the better Sonic art found in the fandom. The sad truth is that not everything gets accepted.

Starimo's image: was not accepted.


So, she wondered why and I told her why.


Here is the complete comment thread (minus one of sonicgirl21's comments :c).

If you don't like it being condensed, here's the thread in individual caps.

Here's a link to the comments left on my page.


I'm merely submitting this as a rebuttal to her journal. I do not wish to hurt her image, only to show what has really happened in case there is a bias in her journal.

I have a headache over this whole thing and would really like for it to end with the facts being known.

i live in texas now

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 28, 2012, 12:08 PM


Well, still in New York for college, but we've sold our house in Louisiana /cry

But that's cool, since we're moving to a place in Texas that isn't 30min from our old house.

I don't know what color to have my new room painted...

a bit of a problem, maybe, with future comms

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 25, 2012, 11:02 AM


So, my paypal is connected to my old bank account.
And I don't remember the pin for it.
And I'm going to be moving to another state.

I also don't have the correct info for the bank account I use for college, making it hard to connect the account to paypal.

SOOOO...

I might have to do mostly point comms!

But I'm not going to be taking any at the moment, so don't think this is your chance to shower me with your money.

I have gained the respect of the dinner table

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 18, 2012, 7:04 PM


So, remember how I wrote a journal about this guy?

Well, he came back.

We were all sitting at the dinner table, then...we saw him.

We all hoped he wouldn't notice us, but he pulled the, "LET'S TALK ABOUT SOMETHING COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WHO AREN'T INTERESTED." We just sat there, quiet. I told Liam to hide his Sonic shirt.

Then...he came, talking about how he was excited that a Harry Potter movie was on, and something about a remix about it from a singer/band we don't know about.

I was nicer than last time, saying only:
"Please, go away. We don't have any interest in what you are talking about."

To which he replied, "Well, you don't have to be so rude."

"It's ruder to blindly go to a table and try to initiate conversation with people who have no interest."

He talked off in a huff, and we all joked about how we're getting shot.



I really didn't want to be like that. It's a hassle. I'm open to talking about things, but, damn...it just makes everyone socially awkward if you come up and assume they're excited about Harry Potter and Sonic X.

Everyone was congratulating me about my swift take down, but I didn't want to.

I just didn't want to...

happy vamlumtimes day

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 14, 2012, 7:02 PM


this is for LIAM <#


my poop will be pure lindor truffles<#

break is over, first day of class is tomorrow

Journal Entry: Sun Feb 12, 2012, 8:26 PM


I dunwanna go to classsss...
I wanna have another week of break so I can keep being silly with Liam...

At least it's most of the same teachers from my first semester.
But this time I've got CHOIR...
I've never done choir before.
I don't even think I can sing.......

:C :C :C

A little more of my banned shenanigans...

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 9, 2012, 10:19 AM


:bulletblue:I participated in the r/MyLittlePony  Secret Santa~

My Santa sent me:
laser-etched Fluttershy cutiemark glass
Fluttershy cutiemark pendant
aaaaand, best of all
TOE SOCKS
YEEESSSSSSS
I sent my person a Pinkie Pie pillow and LOADS of American candy because she was from the UK <3


:bulletgreen:I went back to my home in Louisiana for Christmas break, and found my mom adopted a siamese kitty named r/Tommy so my cat would have someone to play with~

:bulletyellow:I got a 3DS! But the college doesn't host free wifi, so no friend code. :c

:bulletorange:I hid ponies in Liam's room. C:

:bulletred:I also bought a box of MLP Valentines, filled all of them out, and hid them too, along with eight cadbury creme eggs.

As for the Valentines...
Applejack ones were Jappleack.
Fluttershy ones were doodles of animals he likes!
Twilight Sparkle's were all butt-related.
Pinkie Pie ones were all creepy.
Princess Celestia's were dirty and Molestia.
Rainbow Dash Valentines were the actual sweet, loving ones, because she's his favorite pony. <3

There were no Rarity Valentines, which is weird since she's the element of generosity...
oh well

DADDY'S HOME

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 8, 2012, 5:44 PM
  • Watching: Futurama
  • Playing: Pokemon Blue


I guess I really am back.

I'm just laughing with the disbelief.

I'm not even that...active when it comes to drawing. I have ideas. I have doodles. I just don't have a lot of time!
However, I'm on break at the moment.

But Spring semester starts after this week, and it's going to really eat up my time and mental focus.

So, uhm...
what's changed with you guys?


I know I'm now not as blonde as I was before.
I've got more music knowledge since we last talked.
I'm finishing up commissions, too, I've finished the ones for GraceTheHedgehog and'll start on the next for Drenholm soon.
Oh oh oh
I've also drawn a lot of ponies.
I'm really active on the reddit community r/MLPLounge, too!
It's where bronies gather to talk about non-brony things, and unlike most of the brony communities I've heard of, the reddit community is really, really sweet. ;3;
I'm thinking of getting my hair cut off soon.
Oh well.

Oh! And I followed suit with some of my friends, and I now have a twitter RP account c:

It's WhiteNoiseRayne
Basically it's just me acting in-character as Rayne.

yeah